Poem Collections

Tears

Unbearable pain just hiding
Breathless and mute
Excruciating nerve under patience’ lining
In this inner core of self

If only I can take back, words forbidden
Hold on my arrogance
Feelings uncertain to understand
Now burning into this isolation

Clearing my throat down
Silently denying and nonchalant
Shaken in my ground
Falling…bursting

I’m Sorry

Take a moment to contemplate
Fast phase decision you make
In a paradigm of hate
Let forgiveness undertake

I didn’t meant it this way
I chose you all I can say
I broke down and pray
Beside me please stay

In you I found my pair
Hoping together till grey hair
Solemnly asking for that little care.
Without you this I couldn’t bear.

Fragile


Standing at the sharp point of a needle
Either break or make
Lies under your judgment.

I encompassed my emotions of fear
Pulling every tensioned rope of patience
Not to pass out holding still.

It’s between yes or no and not maybe
Vulnerable to my heartbreak
Either joy or tear

Please reveal don’t keep me hanging
Am I still in you?
Say what is true.

Daisy Street
Minutes past midnight summer
In the midst of solitude
Journeyed across bare road
Coldness sunk into this thin bone.
Deafening silence and dangerous turn
Emptiness and despair I felt
My Honey did not walk me home.
Glance back hope He was there.
Yet still alone…so alone.
Every door shut for me.
Including his own.
Frightened in this hollow street
I walked on my own.


Jealousy


A mere friendliness of you
Saying hi and hello
To a girl you fondly call
Nice and cute, I understand
Having done constantly around her
Doubt rose above my head
It is not friendly at all
A flirting before my eyes
Before my very eyes…
Destroying every inch of security
Realizing that is way cross normal
Laughter I heard a mock at my back
Subjecting my position and situation
Engulfing my whole being
Limiting my moment of reaction
Is there a competition for attention?
None…just yet. B»»ŠŠ……°°’ª’

Meditation benefits into Your Body and Soul

I remember when I was entering into my yoga class way back gradeschool years, I got involved into meditation which is relaxing in many ways. It soothes your mind, heart and even soul. When you open your eyes you are so close to nature and even to yourself. What I like most about meditation is the zest of creativity it takes out from my head and I get to be ambitious in achieving your goals. This are all positive aspects of what meditation can really do unto you.

But aside from these, I found out the meditation thus really do with our health issue as it releases stress. In our hectic world, where people takes less attention in looking into their health increases many health problems such as heart attacks, obesity and changing of personality. Basically because some stress are not properly dispersed from out body and carried out the following day.

According to the study from Dr. Joan Borysenko who had made various books and writings that accounts meditation as a way to relieve stress, increases our immunity from diseases and defuses negative emotions. Which is a very positive effect of meditation. While it is so good to our body, still people doesn’t give time for this.

Here is a simple program that will lead you to just loving meditation more after you take simple steps to maintain meditation in your life.

When you wake, do not rush into the toilet as if your boss is watching over you and pushing you to work hard at the time you open you eyes. Take time at least 5 to 10 minutes to breathe in and breathe out. Do this for one week and increase the time period as you progress in meditating.

The most effective way is just by simply signing up for a meditation session. At least you will be given ideas of proper ways of meditating. But definitely meditation is just about pulling out stress from your tired day. And simple rituals such as breathing and stretching your body are ways of achieving effective meditation.

Love, Romance and application of Feng Shui

Home is just one of our sanctuary especially in creating love and romance, since it is much comfortable and less expensive venue. Feng shui suggests that making it livable and with Chinese rituals, a house or a home is best fit for making one sweet partnership for your love.

Feng shui experts says that to attract your mate is to change settings in your house as the good sense must be invited. But simply just making the house much comfortable and clean.

1. Inspirational picture and artworks- pictures that surround your house will keep your ambiance more receptive to love. Subconsciously, seeing this pictures as you wake up in the morning will make you happy and gay. Such reflects into your being and attitude.

2. Less watch television. Television must be kept in place that is not inviting to watching television but just simple gathering. Making your type of house that will encourage a spice of talking and not just passive watching of television.

3. Seating arrangements. Being relaxed to a house includes seating down. It is best to place love seats to romantic areas of the house.

4. Downscale your bed. Large bed do not encourage intimacy but a gap separation for your romantic partner. Placing colors inviting for romance such as red, pink or anything that creates sensitivity to romance.

5. Preparing for overnight treats. This best applies for single men or women, if creating a partner, do not throw away that a potential partner is just around the circle. Creating an overnight place for them to stay makes you create more time for them to spend with you.

6. Upgrade accessories around your bed or areas soothing for intimacy. If you are thinking of creating a smooth turn of events when overnight sleepover, try upgrading your pillows and blankets. This things might get out of the way when they get discouraged or mistake you for the untidy surrounding they are in.

7. Create a color motif. Arrange your house as if you are arranging for a special romantic occasion even if its just a simple gathering with old friends. You will never know that a long time friend will be your long term partner.

Kythe- Helping children to recover from illnesses

Kythe

I had been to Davao Medical Center, this hospital is situated in Bajada Davao city. Along with other institutions this playroom space is initiated to help children speed up their recovery. Basically the aim of the organization is just to entertain the children as they stay in the hospital. We verily know that some children who has serious illnesses has to stay in the hospital for days, months and even a year. In this situation they are deprived from attending school, learning to read or even enjoy playing with their group of friends. Kythe provide them the venue to have their own recreation right in the hospital.

I had only visited Kythe playroom for quite sometimes when a masscom student asked us about volunteering in the hospital. I readily agreed to sign up to do volunteer work and invited a friend to join too. She (Cher Docdocil) was never too busy to give her time too.

When we got to the area, the space is small enough to cater to a lot of children who wants to play in the playroom. I believe the space is not sufficient enough to cater to them when in fact there are three wards for children in the section. I got sad to believe that not all of them will have the chance to play.

There are two attending volunteers for the Kythe in the playroom. The playroom has also schedules of when they will open which is also sad since some kids want to play before 3pm. But that is how the playroom works. They said that the playroom was initiated by a parent who lost her daughter in the fight for cancer.

This is what I had witnessed in the playroom. There are children who are experiencing cancer and other fatal illnesses. It is heartbreaking. For this I had hoped that through Kythe it will light their faces with happiness as they would enjoy playing that hopefully will speed their recovery. If not make them happy, the least that we can do.

I was also proud for my friend Cher Docdocil who had genuinely gave her service to them. I believe she has been generous for time and effort to this children. And although I seldom go to the playroom I still remember the happy faces of these children even though they are experiencing these illnesses.

As a blogger, I again appeal to every hospital institutions or any care giving institutions to make a space such as a playroom as this will light the faces of these children. I am also hoping that all hospital will have their own Kythe playroom in their hospital. Lastly, for non-government and doctors will have free expense paid surgery and medical check-ups for this special children in the ward.

Kaakbayan Rehabilitation center

This rehabilitation center is located in Bangkal, Davao city. An NGO based that caters the needs of the children and adults in their physical therapy. The institution is housed in an old residential building that welcomes autistic and those adults need assistance for their physical motor skills recovery.

I went there when a classmate of mine asked me to accompany her in her visit to the area. As we enter the institution, three things I had greatly noticed. There are no or less air-conditioned rooms for the patients however; they have electric fans to ventilate the area. I believe this is very difficult since patients must have enough space for them to breathe. Although the institution is doing the possible convenience, they could give to the patients however, they do not have enough funds to have these kinds of utilities.

The second thing I had noticed is the area of the space that is not convenient for the patients. It is nevertheless small if they prompt to accommodate more patients or help more people in that institution. Since the building used to be residential, the house has about 4 rooms, 1 kitchen and a living room turned a patient ward.

The third thing I had noticed the rehabilitation area is for children has less space for playroom. This is what my classmates are ought to do, to give an architectural design or draft as to the possible design for the playroom which will be located in front of the area.

Basically all in all the rehabilitation center initiated by the non-government organization is clearly not enough or has less utilities to effectively do their job. I am appealing to any blogger or reader who has the heart that hopefully my dream is just for any large company or organization that provide help for this institution.

Or perhaps of anyone that is linked to UNICEF or international NGO, or even Oprah’s angel network will have the chance to look over this genuine service by the Kaakbayan.

In God’s arms

Was it ever been a time that you are too tired handling your own baggage and just for a moment, you want someone else do the carrying. Well it happened to me, not only once but perhaps it will go thousands and maybe millions. Total dependence on your God, of that God has also the pleasure of taking your load.

When you are tired and restless, don’t be ashamed to unload everything and hand it over to God. Don’t be afraid, and you will be relieved. I had done this a couple of times and everyday God has given me enough strength to go on everyday.

Everytime I fail in class and my expectations. I know that faith there is, God strengthens us when we are down.

To all out there who reads this one. Don’t miss to give a comment to give a testimony of how God has able to revived you in your downest moment.

Getting Higher Income from Adsense CTR

CTR means Click time rates, it help you to create revenue from the visitors by clicking into the ads or by just checking into your blogsite. However, you are rated as to how much clicks that the google is getting from you site.

There are two ways to create higher CTR

-placement of the ads
a. Experiment where is the good position of the ads by placing it in the channel and tracking the effectively. Although this will take time in monitoring but worth it.

b. Keep the pages as content pages as possible as this will invite readers to return in reading into your account or blog.

c. There are three positions you can experiment into. The ads can be place in the upper left or upper right. This is where the ads are much visible and does not need scrolling once the user opens the page.

-and the appearance of the ads as stated by the Adsense set up
a. Before placing the Adsense code into your page element, be sure that it can however respond or effective in presentation in the preview of the template or the page.

Why do we need to alter this format and placement when in fact when the user reads and at the time got interested will click it right away. The promise is just to get their attention. Your blog cannot say to them to click the ads since it will show them to sponsored links on what you had stated in your blogpost.

This is strategic planning of presentation and marketing that sells your ads into your user just by simply looking at them before they could entirely read this small ads in your pages.

Adsense ads comes in targed adwords that corresponds your content therefore by placing labels and words that easily defined or popularly heard, ads gets right to the point. This is very effective to target both the content and the related ads.

Sometimes blogger thinks why is their ads not relevant to their posts basically because their posts are not showing or giving target words.